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I feel with my tounge and my brain and my fingers and my goal is to touch the world and leave a mark. Solitude and a serenity of balance is the medicine of which I am quite addicted too.
I have many passions such as music, ballet, reading, and of course my one true love, writing.
As a sixteen year old girl who feels she has lived and learned for a hundred years living in a small farm town, life is mainly fierce waves.
The sickness runs through me like ripples. Devouring my heart and eating my faith away. The pain will always resurface and I realize this with loathing. I have many obsessions. If I could describe myself in five words they would be.....passionate, scared, evolving, alive, dead.
As for love, I am not commited to any one heart at the moment. Thre are many I long for. I long most to fall in love with myself and doath upon my own beauty. I hope I can look back upon my life and my journal and all things which I have put effort in and feel art coarsing through my veins. aesthetic water stains of my Ruby Dead Eyes.


"and i knew the emptiness of youth" -smashing pumpkins

?Knowing others is wisdom;?Knowing the self is enlightenment;?Mastering others requires force;?Mastering the self needs strength.?_ Lao-Tzu

Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things that escape those who dream only at night.
--Edgar Allan Poe

Wise men talk because they have something to say; fools, because they have to say something.
--Plato

"An idea can turn to dust or magic, depending on the talent that rubs against it."
--Anon

We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts we make the world.
--The Buddha

First Chapter: Ecclesiastes
"For in much wisdom is much grief, and increase of knowledgeis increase of sorrow."

I hear and I forget. I see and I believe. I do and I understand.
--Confucius

It is better to light one small candle than to curse the darkness.
--Confucius

Life shrinks or expands in proportion to ones courage.
--Anais Nin